Blog is back
It's been more than 2 months since my last entry. The scientists said if you continue to do 1 thing for more than 360 days, it will become your habit. It seems like... it just takes 2 months to wipe off this habit. I don't wanna destroy what I've established here, so I promise myself that I'll pick it up again. (even tho the first entry is not so pleasant) :p
Well, there are a lot of happy things happening these months but what I wanna start with is something negative.
做野做到成條屍咁，唔識做果D又要硬做，我做creative ga, 點Q識寫programme ar. 叫咗請個關事嘅人又唔請，請埋D廢up當秘cup嘅人，卒之要我做埋D唔關事嘅野。你有冇見過人google D codes 嚟寫成個programme ar？我就係第一個咁做la. 如果唔係N年前學過小小pascal, 我死咗十年la. 不如叫個穿膠花阿嬸揸飛機! 又要high quality野, 又冇基本support, 咁即係唔畀空肚食早餐jer!
唔係我做果D又畀埋我做，人地唔負責任兼個腦中槍搞咗堆屎又要我執手尾，仲想屈係我嘅負責；喂，你係咪睇得太多big brother睇到智障ar? 我同你做嘅野9唔搭8點係我嘅負責ar? 我幫你手費事你畀人割喉仲想將所有野堆畀我！咁鍾意卸就食多D西梅溝菠蘿，瀉爆！
好挫敗好唔合理好唔開心，但係話畀自己聽唔好又轉工，唔可似逃避，要堅持！又話畀自己聽唔好成日怨，否則會真係為以自己好慘，況且冇人鍾意聽negative野。無路訴之下只好blog it. It's not that serious. It's just a relief. Hope the next time I blog will be something nice. :)
其實儲埋儲埋都想有人關心，但係叫男友問下自己有冇事又好冇癮兼冇意思。女人真係難服侍... 港女ar ma.
posted by cherryleong @ 8:58 PM
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我諗我同你近況都好似，最似都係要食埋人地d屎。我老豆，我老闆最鍾意同我講「個個番工都係咁」，講得出呢句的食的屎明顯唔多。
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轉工同轉行是兩樣野，我諗你唔會轉行，轉公司的話，我唔熟你個行，唔知行情；不過，我呢d受住好多環境壓力(歸根到底，無錢俾家用呢家野都萬萬不能，其餘的去乞去搶我諗無人會care)的怯於改變的愚人好多時都好羨慕人家肯放開一切去飛。(30歲人又唔可以做無腳雀仔，唉~)
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逃避呢家野我每天都想不止一次，消極到笑都唔識笑，好down 好down。諗的是，我都想自己做的野是mean sth to this world but not creatng more shit! 但不停食屎又只能不斷放屎囉！
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你依家連電腦人都做埋？叻到震啦！你好似讀電腦讀到F.5咋喎，點寫呀？不過呢你有無發現d老闆級人馬覺得有書有ref就識寫架啦，梗係啦！又唔係佢做！同樣的邏輯，有手有腳可以駕駛飛機啦，可以發明光纖啦，可以100米跑8秒9啦...... 如果你諗到點樣正面d面對的話，share一下。當然啦, 在blog寫完 = 發洩完，點都好少少的
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12月at least 見個面呀，掛死了我。P.S. 男同女好唔同，你有野就同佢講，唔好諗住佢會估到然後用你想要的方式去問你
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唔方便留名，總之 u know who la! ++++ oil
lol... i see what you mean. thanks for sharing. i feel much better not because we all 食屎 but because you understand it. maybe our characters are too rigid. 太執著太harsh. But I don't deny that our 工作 environment is really not the best. haha... sometimes you just can't avoid doing something meaningless. It's meaningless to you but that's the way how it works. In a bigger picture, the real contribution will be a mixture of a few meaningful things and tones of these little meaningless things in the end. You never know. So, don't be too upset about it. At least you are part of the system. When you've settled down and have less burden, you'll find a way to do something more meaningful to you and to this world. Everyone has its own burden and concern. You've chosen a stable, sweet life with your another half which means you have to sacrifice a bit of ambition 去飛 now. It's not bad, is it? Hope you'll have a chance to do what you wanna do in the future.
Thanks for your PS advice as well. Now I understand it much more. :D
yep, when 執著 applies to work, it seems not a +ve thing. Maybe the keyword is "too" here. I know it's really hard, still need to strive for a level of zero, not 1 or -1.
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又想起恩光歌的「各照自己地方，本是應當」，我們每人獲配一枝candle，可能照的地方很少，很不明亮，但人人都點起 candle，則可以照亮這世界。微塵都幫手折射光啦，呵~~
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加油呀！能夠接觸自己鍾意的行頭都是種緣份，路程崎嶇可能見的事和人更多，更學會包容。這是這幾年遇不平事後的感想
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朋友，go go go ahead, be be be the best!
你終於打中文字啦!今次終於睇晒成篇,明晒,呵呵呵!
我都好明白你的感受呀,工作冇乜SUPPORT,公司淨係識要求。不如同自己講,呢個係磨煉,同埋俾自己有機會接觸下其他範疇,當學多D嘢。不過,若要求太不合理,可唔可以建議佢俾D支持你呢?因為自己摸又好難識d 技術喎~~~~~
我覺得,若堅持一段時間,發覺真的不適合
轉工亦無可厚非。無論如何,撐你呀!
你想佢點支持你,你可以告訴他
因為可能佢未必要你心裡面想要咩呢
p.s.你唔算港女,哈哈哈,你有內涵好多......
你點會係港女？你絕對唔會係啦
「但係話畀自己聽唔好又轉工，唔可似逃避，要堅持！」喂，千奇咪俾呢個鎖死自己
一方面，而家呢份野，梗係做好佢，要出糧的，就算唔升官發財，都要保住份糧
另方面，如果真係搵到份荀野，點解唔著草？你係要堅持自己的信念和工作質素，唔係要堅持效忠呢間公司喎，千奇咪亂禁效忠公司，效忠自己和愛自己的人就是了
老梁，一如既往，你實在太好人，我愈來愈相信，有時候，見死真的可以不救，不讓那些粉皮重重地摔一跤，不讓上司老闆看清勤懶優劣，自己就永遠好慘
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"見死真的可以不救" 唔係那種人就做唔出那種事，所以職場上永遠有人做死，有人得閒死
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大佬，你應該密D update 你的 blog, ho~
大腸,咁遲先回應,真係sor sor sor!!!第一次見你打咁多中文字,實在so cute~~感覺好似你好想講粗口,但係基於o個顆善良o既心,要用第二D字代替,例如：穿..花阿嬋...西梅菠蘿...HAHA :D 唉...搵食艱難,點解我o地呢D良善人成日要受埋呢D氣,食埋呢D屎?!好明白你心情,我身邊都係西梅菠蘿蘋果橙!!原來呢類人咁國際化...邊庶都有...腸,你要cheer up!!唔好咁谷氣呀,我驚你又谷到生蛇,對住呢D人,搵日發個爛脾四啦,鬧中文應該聽唔明o既,HAHA,繼續撈o下D筍工,我會幫你祈個靚禱!
真高興在這里與你重遇,
更開心見到你可以用中文暢所欲言, 鬥盡一切王八蛋也不怕佢地知, 真爽.
發洩下, 可以健康d, 精神d
發洩完, 忘記佢, 再戰江湖.
向佢o爺下, 扮下傻瓜, 大家都開心
支持你, 為你繼續禱告
(CK)
thank you, all of you friends! thanks for your very supportive words. Im alright now. it's just a punching bag for me.
i didn't reply cuz i was very sick for a week... it was horrible. but im very well now. back in shape. i'll update it very soon! :)
1) Pascal 真係好好0架, 我當年都有學, 仲要一學就令我愛上programming~ btw, 除了google, hf you try asking help from your IT fds? or 你問0左但冇mention 出來?? Anyway, 你唔係超人, 有時要用0下朋友先得0架, 正等於我唔會要自己畫畫一樣, 我一定會搵你同我畫0左佢咁解 (所以以後要麻煩你了! hoho~) 朋友, 唔係要來出賣, 但可以要來用的~~ 用0下朋友, 就唔會迫死自己, 亦可以幫自己handle下件事~ take care!
2) 男友的其中一個最大功用係"用來呻"~ 女仔0既呻, 係男人某一種程度來說叫做"嗲", 亦即係佢0地好 Buy 0既"嗲"... 咁辛苦先搵到個好男友, 你唔會浪費0瓜?? well, 你做得辛苦都唔搵男友嗲0下呻0下, 莫非你想留番佢比第二個女仔"嗲"??? Come On Baby, 唔好收埋自己0既感覺啊~ 適度ge呻0下嗲0下, 有助情趣~ 對你0地ge感情有幫助呢~ hee.. hee...
3) 保重身體~~ 我呢個月聽到好多朋友病, 入醫院都唔少, 我唔希望你係下一個~~~ >.<
身體最緊要, 你因工作做死0左, 或做到七勞八損時就真係搵人可憐你啦~~ 工作永遠唔能取代你的健康, 你要超級保重唔好成日病啊!!!!!
Take care ne!
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